If Only
Morning starts again
I cant recall a dream
Ill drown if Id swim
Lonely afternoon
Ive made myself a drink
Im older than you think
CHORUS
Im tired of being by myself
Thinking of what I used to have
Running around standing still
Im tired of this deal
Evening had arrived
Im looking for a dress
And someone to impress
Night is falling down
Ive lost the self-respect
What did I expect?
CHORUS
If only you
Would come to me
To hold me tight
Be by my side
Midnight
When I loose my face
I think of someone I knew
Tell him to wash his fingers with glue
After midnight we jump on a sleeping cloud
I am usually naked he is always proud
When I loose my time
I run as far as I can
Spotting myself waist-deep in a sand
After midnight a stranger is sober and mute
I am licking the rain he is biting the fruit
When I loose my sight
I lock myself in the ice
Give me my handcuffs Ill prison your flies
After midnight your hunger is darker than sun
All I wanted for us was to have some fun
Sometimes
I spray my room with the dew
I get to know the dawn
And all inside my view
Is gone
You draw me on the floor
You fill me in with a light
And all weve ever done
Is right
I dip my arms in the mist
I hide my tongue in the sky
And everything that fits
Is mine
You cover me with the sand
You let me stay in the blur
And all weve ever dreamed
Comes true
CHORUS
Sometimes I fall into you
Sometimes you break into me
Call Me
Everyone has his own way in accusing you
Everything makes its own sense when confusing you
Every day has its own start and its own death
Every place has its own heart and its own breath
CHORUS
Call me liar but let me speak
Call me stranger but let me in
Call me wonderful call me weak
Call me anything in between
Every road has its own force when attracting you
Every crash has its own cause when destroying you
Every night has its own lips and its own taste
Every time has its own wealth and its own waste
Ready
Written
And memorized my name
Measured
And overruled my shame
Loaded
And organized my files
Whitened
And erased my smiles
Bothered
And not improved my soul
Tasted
And not achieved my goal
Entered
And isnt safe my place
Colored
And washed away my face
Deep in Me
Meaningless faces
Like the ashes
Pass me by
Ive tightened my laces
Got a jacket
I say good-bye
A plash as a mirror
A ten as a zero
I will see
A night as a lover
A day as a rebel
Deep in me
Ill share this moment
With the planet
From the sky
Ive uncovered my nature
Got a paper
I write good-bye
A bird like a fiddle
A branch like a needle
I will treat
A night as a lover
A day as a rebel
Deep in me
Aha
Stubborn as every king
Hidden as every thought
Forbidden as every sin
Do you know this man or not?
Perceptive as every stream
Quiet as a sinking boat
Sudden as a midnight scream
Do you know this girl or not?
Exquisite as an ancient drug
Sad as a disclosed fraud
Exhausted as modern art
Do you know yourself or not?
Easy
Darkness under your eyes
Makes me bright
Tell me why did it seem
So right
Show me the point
Of being alone
Tell me why it became
So wrong
CHORUS
Far away from you
Im still a little afraid
Have you lost your key?
Have I missed my flight?
Far away from me
Youre still a little involved
Have I lost my key?
Have you missed your flight?
Sadness under your skin
Makes me dizzy
Tell me why did it seem
So easy
Show me wisdom
Of being apart
Tell me why it became
So hard
Crash
Today my car crashed into disaffection
And only sign that I saw was do not move
Today I crumbled on incomprehension
But no one told me the traction needs a proof
CHORUS
Im putting my existence over question mark
Increasing my resistance slowly in the dark
Concealing the mental sickness in a constant flirt
Im moving into building made of pure dirt
Today my voice cracked under supervision
Of sightless creature with pacific name
She told me truth is only an illusion
And fabrication is a silly game
Unwanted
I am a mental slave to my own sense
My feelings are preserved in a jar
In this infinite loop I m afraid to dance
In this direction I will not go far
I should implant the chip in the rebellious soul
Stop the clock without ending the days
I should erase the guilt before I fall
Get revenge without loosing the grace
CHORUS
I am a stranger at my own address
I am a stripper that will never undress
I am a lover that will never be kissed
I am a point that will never be missed
Im an unwanted guest in my own flesh
My features will be sealed on the screen
On this rehearsal all my bones will crash
On a stage Im not allowed to scream
I should import the joy in an exposed heart
Begin the play without building the set
I should ignore the venom as it enters the blood
Be in charge without any regret
Carbon
Youve been a center of my attention
In a system of lost believes
Youve been a burden of my deception
In a city that never sleeps
CHORUS
You gave me right to remain unspoken
And a desire to stay untouched
I saw you flying I saw you falling
But do I really deserve this much
Youve been a road to my eruption
In a forest of lost control
Youve been a reason for my extinction
On a planet that had it all